You are not meant to be in solitude.
Soul desires community. You fantasize about being far removed from society because the grass is greener over there, right?
Would you like to know the truth? You wouldn't be fulfilled because needs you negate wouldn't be met. You are needed. You have a purpose that requires your physical presence in the place you're so desperate to escape. The specifics of how you carry out your purpose will vary, but at the core, you are meant to build relationships, teach, and empower yourself and others.
But what about peace and serenity?
Peace isn't a place that you find, peace is right here, right now.
Peace is found in being.
You have much to offer others, but you don't see how or in what ways.
Isolation isn't where you will find peace.
You find peace in balance.
I understand that you have fears of losing yourself in all of this, the people, the places, the experiences, but there is no inherent wrong with any of those and deep within you know that they can be additions to your journey, not distractions.
Balance is the name of the game.
People, places, and experiences help with the exploration of who you are if you allow them.
Instead of running away, be more open and enjoy life as it's meant to be enjoyed.
Embrace yourself.
Immerse yourself in community.
Be human! Live a LITTLE!
STOP LOOKING FOR PEACE IN A FAR AWAY PLACE!!!!! YOU WON'T FIND IT.
Isolation, when done incorrectly and as a way of escape creates delusion. It is never the place that held the peace, you are the piece that is peace.
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